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Drew Fickett’s mental breakdown

We already knew that Drew Fickett was crazy, but we never thought that he might be able to give Junie Browning a run for his money in the nutter department. But after reading what he posted on the MMA.tv Underground forums today, I’m starting to think he has some serious problems – or he’s one hell of a prankster.

I’ve included the whole post right here, but it’s long so I’ll summarize some of the things he talks about: getting molested as a child, being physically abused by his mother, losing his virginity, being a male stripper, being a male prostitute, getting kicked off the wrestling team, passing up the first season of TUF, getting thrown in jail, and more. He also mentions that he got kicked out of the UFC for a drunken episode at the Palms Casino.

The whole thing has to do with some sort of betrayal from Arizona Combat Sports peeps Gustavo Dantes, Trevor Lally, and Jamie Varner. Actually, let me correct myself: the whole thing looks like one gigantic cry for help.

Anyways, here’s all the posts after the jump. Big thanks to Scott over at MMA Training for the heads up on this

gripe…gripe…gripe…yeah I’ve been through alot of shit. Heartache, relationships, betrayal and the whole nine. Hasn’t every body? Sylvester Stallone once wrote, “Get busy living. Or get busy dying. Your call.” I would love to get busy dying. But first I need to get busy learning how to live. No bullshit humerous pun intended to everyone. I am so fucked up in the head (not body) I can’t even differentiate my friends from my foes any more. I could sit here and feel sorry for myself but when it comes down to it let me just tell you how I feel…

Grew up…single chile…molested by baby sitter…near death drowning in car at age 5…saved by mexican illegal…moved and moved and moved….beat down by my awesome mom…in high school I was always the quiet kid that everyone respected so much for my hard work and wrestling ethics it gave me hiarchey in the school…went to the marine corp…mom died at age 18 in the corp…stayed in cause I thought that is what she would have wanted…dad so alone it made me cry…I was a romantic at heart…never had a girl…love women…like absolutely love them…all their caring and curves…a pretty learned person…tried going to school…oh by the way the leader, absolute leader of my wrestling team…that was my life…corrupted by some cobra kai karate teacher…after learning the samurai spirir…started fights with college kids in highschool…what the fuck right…just wanted to test my battle prowess…

long story short lot of good times then fucked over by best friend “he never had a dad”. Everyone always wanted to sleep with my girls…had sex for the first time at age 19…fucked that up…don’t know why…became a male stripper…pretty awesome getting payed for sex…who wouldn’t want that…loved fighting…Dont’ know why…back in 99 absolutely loved it…brought me peace amongst all the corruption and lies…in highschool got kicked off the team for fighting in wrestling matches…cobra kai till you die right???

Couldn’t finish my goal which was just a team state title. Who do I blame? Everyone but myself. grew up a little bit. ages 19 through 25 pussy, beer and self doubt. Never really came to terms with that. fought Dennis Hallman who is the greatest man ever. The epitome of everything I want to be. More girls and girls and girls. Guess it’s just the big testicals (seriously) that makes me just want to breed.

Arizona combat sports with Trevor Lally and the Brazilian prodigy Gustavo Dantes. Best coaches I ever had. offered a spot on the first ultimate fighter. thrown in jail for anger issues that to me were “not my fault”. There never my fault right? Never. I always care about everyone but I feel that no one ever cares about me. What shall I ever do about all the corruption and hate and conspiracy in the world. Makes me just want to drink more and more and more.

Gustavo, why did you fuck me over. Trevor, why did you betray me. Jaime, through all your family alcholic experience how could you not understand my short bringings.
I love you all. Always have…that’s why your betrayal(as I see It) pangs me so deeply.

the master of nothing jack of all trades

to be continued…

now I have a great team of leaders and degenerates that gather around me again like in my high school years…and I no longer have any spirit to give to them…mabye it’s the years of exasperation, or the blows to the head from the ufc\fighting or something deeper or possibly superficial…evan tanner is and was a true buddhist and he always spoke the truth…i want to get busy living…this is all such bullshit…i am so much more then money fame and status…I love you all, do I truly love myself? I DON’T KNOW

HONESTY AND LOYALTY IS ALL I HAVE LEFT

JESSE FORBES=THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE. TRYING TO MAKE IT WORTH IT. YOUR FAMILY IS GREAT PEOPLE. NOT PERFECT LANGUAGE, BUT SERIOUSLY YOUR FAMILY SAVED MY LIFE AND THANK YOU. WHAT DOES LITTLE SIMPLE, PETTY ME HAVE TO SAY ABOUT…NOTHING…BUT I HAVE A LOT OF UNCHANNELED HATE…MABYE TOWARDS YOU…OR MABYE TOWARDS SOME BEURACRACY THAT NONE OF US CAN EVER EXPLAIN…I APOLOGIZE AND THANK YOU AT THE SAME TIME…I LOVE YOU MY BROTHER…SORRY IT TURNED OUT THIS WAY…BUT HEY, I GUESS THAT JUST HOW IT TURNED OUT…FUCK IT…HOPE YOUR TAKING CARE OF YOUR BROTHER NICK…HE IS A GOOD SPIRIT WITH SIMILAR FAMILY AS MINE.

ONE LOVE

oh yes and I was kicked out of the ufc for being intoxicated at the palms…I know how to rub people the wrong way…never fighting, never violent, never understood with no malice towards any other person ever ! you believe that! *sarcasm but truthful…give me another shot Ferttitis…I might lose and never be seen again or I might make the difference in a sport full of bs and question…I am the fighter’s fighter…come on….if not I will silently retire…wtf…give me a chance…I think you owe me that…for evan’s sake…no disrespect intended ya’all.

Mr. Lambardo a good friend of mine and I love football. John Randall (now retired from the Minnessota Vikings) used to scream Night rider at the opposing offense. He was obviously a very intense defensive player and we ate it up. Ever since then we screamed Night rider. Funny thing is James Terry, who is a great fighter, and I scream night rider to people walking down the street all the time now and then. Night rider was originally begotten from Mad Max and that Is where John Randall got it and that’s where we picked it up. Sorry for the over explanification. It is what it is. NIGHT RIDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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